Today didn't go as badly as I planned (luckily). Despite the fact that I felt like shit from the time I woke up from right a little after I got to my dad's boss's house. (Which was like...6...so basically from 8:30 AM to 6:00 PM I felt like shit ()) Anyway, my mission today was to entertain Kim, my dad's boss's daughter. She was nice, as I imagined. But as always, I let my imagination run wild and I also imagined her a lil different (). But anyway, 2 days till my b-day! But considering it's almost midnight 1 day (). Too bad Alan has to babysit on my b-day *sigh*. I have a feeling I'm gunna be a terrible mother. No, not becuz I'm mean to kids...but becuz I'm too nice to them. I'm afraid I'm never gunna be able to say no and I'm gunna spoil them rotten. But, that's where my future husband will come in ^_^() he'll say "NO" for me. I'm so nice ()(). So anyway, I've had this feeling to want to nurture lately, which is very frightening considering I hate kids ()()() So, I decided to get myself a virtual pet...so I can nurture my brains out. I got a Tamagotchi ^_^()() ((remember those? the cute lil alien dudes who crap out hershy kisses? XD)) I got it offa ebay so it won't be here for a while but that's ok. And I put insurance on it so I'll surely get it. You know what I hate? I hate dreams that seem real. You know, the ones you have RIGHT b4 you wake up. I hate those. They usually have emotional value or something (atleast for me). This morning it did. I woke up crying. Well, after 9 hours of babysitting last night my brain was fryed (and throbbing) and while I was staring blankly into the night as Alan was laying in my lap I pondered back to Independence Day. Well, to a specific part of the 4th. I thought I was gunna cry when this perticular thing happened, but I held it in. Alan looked into my eyes, he looked all serious and such, and when he spoke he sounded really serious. But his words are what hurt me the worst. I knew he didn't mean it...but there is always something deep inside of me that doubts everything. Doubts I'll ever succeed. Doubts I'll ever marry or have kids. Doubts I'll graduate college. Doubts that anybody likes me. Ya know, stuff like that. I'm not gunna type what he said...cuz uh...I don't wanna, but let's just say it was like he just whipped out a knife and stabbed me with it. So anyway, like I was saying about the dream, I was thinking about that all last night...in the dark, quiteness of my room, as I lay awake in my bed. And well, I dreamed. I don't remember most of this dream but I can atleast tell you the part that made me cry when I woke up. Ok, well Alan was driving around town at like 75 miles an hour (lil fast, neh?) and I was like "DAMNIT ALAN SLOW DOWN!!!" and he's like "Uhh, no" And he was about to hit these kids who were crossing the street and so I put my hands on the steering wheel and made the car swerve and we like hit something and his car like died. We got out of the car and Alan was hella pissed at me. He was like glaring at me and he had hate burning in his eyes and this chick that was in the backseat (no clue who) was standing by him. And I finally spoke and said "come on, we better get going" and he's like "Yeah, me and *insert name of chick here* are leaving...w/o you" and he walked off. Hate was filled in his voice as he said that and then he turned and walked away. I stared in the direction in which he left and I broke down and cryed. I wanted to die. I had nothing left, I felt empty, void. Anyway, it's the next day at school, and I'm walking...alone. No one likes me...no one wants me as a friend. People make fun of me, while I stare at the ground thinking that I just want to end it all. (Hm, sounds like me back in SC...) Alan was walking behind me and he stuck up for me a few times but I just continued walking and staring at the ground. A while later, It was lunch or something becuz we had a break and I was hanging out w/Alan. I guess he was still my friend or something. But anyway, he was talking to these people and he was like "hey kid, u got my lil bow wow cd?" ((()()() yes scary...anyway that ruins the mood of my dream but oh well)) And the kid didn't but anyway, Alan was really popular at school. (Infact I think it was Dutch Fork High...my would be school if I were still in SC) And we were just walking around together and we were at this display of houses that shop made or something and I was just looking/touching them and he was talking to me and what not. ((OH yeah, after the accident in my dream I went to this park w/my friend and I was completely void of feeling like I am now)) Something funny happened and Alan started laughing and he was like "Oh man, that's funny" and I just looked deep into his eyes and said "I've forgotten how to laugh" and walked away. And Alan just kinda watched me walk away and I could tell he was hurt too, just not as bad as me obviously. So, the next day he wanted to hang out w/me ((And somehow he got another car ()()()...)) so he came to pick me up and I told him I wanted to talk to him...becuz I didn't really understand why he dumped me...so I was gunna ask him. And I did, but b4 he could answer I woke up. For a few seconds I didn't know if that was a dream or not and I just cryed. I did realize after a while it was a dream but I just kept crying just for the hell of it I guess. I seem to do that a lot. I cry over the gayest things...just like the gayest things can upset me. Just remember, it's hella easy to make me cry if u say the right/wrong thing.

Whew...blech I'm hot >.< But what do u expect from some fat ass ;_; My daddy is mean....yeah well, anyway. I get to go driving tonite, I think. And I have to go to the baka orthodontist at 4:40 >P My teeth are gunna like...hurt..blah suckiness. And when I get back I will watch the remainder of my DVD! (The dubbed part anyway) yep...I'm only on the second DVD of The Slayers () But, I'm declaring Tuesday "Dub Day" and Thursday "Sub Day" Haha! How spiffy. Hm, my b-day is coming up kinda soon. I gotta make a list and stuff. *nod nod* Oh yeah, and my some of my DVD's have like DVD-ROM features...but my DVD-ROM is a gay peice of homo...and so every time I put the DVD in..it says there is no disk in Drive (D:) ...and there is! And these gay ass pop-ups are starting to piss me off!!! ()() Yes....I am ok. ::sings:: "He says that he's going to marry me, And we can raise a little family, Maybe we'll be all right, It's a sacrifice" Papa Don't Preach by Kelly Osbourne, pretty spiffy song. Oh yeah, another thing about the slayers...this new girl Amelia...gosh her voice is annoying >.o Why do the girls always have frekin annoying voices (in the dub)??!?!?!? And she's hella clumsy...so far she looks hideous, and Zelgadis is stil my favorite. And her(Amelia's) dad is really ugly (). She's a princess...which is...funky. Princesses always seem to be baka in animes...so we'll see how she is. Only seen 1 episode w/her. So, I can't be too judgemental I suppose. Considering I used to think Mousse from Ranma 1/2 was a dumbass....but now I love him ^^() Gah, speaking of anime I still gotta figure out my costume for the con!!! Knowing me I'll put it off is till the very last minute...damn my procrastinant (is that even a word?) ways! Err...well I'll talk to Mel when she gets back from swim team about costumes and what not...but atleast Britt will be back tomorrow! Yay! Tomorrow is Wednesday! And hopefully more than one good thing will happen *wink* ^.~

AHHHH!!!!!!!! ::spazzes:: OH MY GOSH!!!! GUESS WHAT?!?!?!??!?!? THAT'S RIGHT!!!! I GET TO GO TO THE ANIME CONVENTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gah....I want Britt to get back so I can tell her!!!! Blah...now I gotta figure out who I'm gunna be so I can start making my costume...yeah. I thought maybe Ranma (Ranma 1/2) or Mayuka (Tenchi Muyo the movie: The Daughter of Darkness) but I dunno!!! I'm just so frekin happy!!!! I'm not gunna spend any of my money until I go to the con!!! Then I'll be poor! ^___^ Yeah spiffyness...ok now onto scarier things...I had a very hideous dream this morning...and I am now scarred for life...Ok, it started out w/me and Alan walking along and suddenly a friend from school came up to us. (I don't know who it was...I kinda forgot cuz she changed forms at the end o_O might have been Cori...but I am too terrified to even consider it being any of my friends ()()()) And she said that she there was a Mandy Moore concert and she was gunna go so I was like "Spiffy! I wanna go!" and she was like "Ok! ^_^ I didn't know anyone besides me like her!" and then Alan got all pissed off cuz we were going on a date or something and I was just like "...ok I'll go!" So, me and my friend started walking away. Then all of a sudden...Alan turned into cartman (South Park, duh) and I turned into Kenny (South Park, duh) and he whipped out a laser gun, and suddenly I had one too. And he started yelling at me and stuff...but it was funny cuz he sounded like cartman...so anyway we fought for a while. Then I looked at my watch and in my muffled Kenny voice screamed "OH SHIT!" and I ran towards the concert place and Alan/Cartman just stood there yelling at me to come back. So, when I entered the place where the concert was being held I turned back into myself, found my friend, and sat down. Then a few minutes later Alan showed up in the seat next to me and pulled me out of the concert place and onto this play ground. And he was like "I wasn't finished w/you!" and like there were a billion of those slidey things on that play ground (where you like hold onto the handle and push urself and ur in mid air until u get to the other side that has a lil platform) And Alan and me were sliding on one and we were about to crash into eachother when my friend appeared and said "Ur missing the concert!" so she grabbed me and ran back towards the concert place and I was just like "()().." and Alan continued yelling stuff as she ran away w/me. So, we were sitting there watching the concert....when she started like leaning...well more like laying on me, with her back to my shoulder/arm and I was like "uhhhh..." and she was like "Ya know, maybe you can spend the night tonight..." and she had this weird look in her eyes. I was just like "uhh..sure that'd be cool I guess ::looks at her weirdly and thinks "why the hell is she laying on me? ()"::" So anyway, I started getting freaked out so I tried to push her off of me...and she got a BONER!!!!!! And I screamed (the boner was like sticking out of her pants...all exposed and in clear view....GAH!!!) and "she" was like "Damn, look what you did" I was like shaking and stuff and I was like "WHA...????" and "she" was like (It was about this time when she changed appearances...she kinda looked like alan...except a little more feminine)"That's right...I'm a guy...I'm not a girl...and ur the only one who knows...hell I don't even think my parents know." and I was like "......AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!" So, I ran outside looking for Alan. And suddenly I appeared at my house and it was my b-day...and I got like all the sailor moon episodes...some on DVD some on VHS...twas freaky...and after that I woke up and was very terrified of myself. Gah....I am so scarred for life. But anyway, I've been trying to make a new layout for my site but...Alas! I am having technical difficulty...blah oh well.

Yes yes....I have not updated in more than a month...I realize this () I'm so sorry my poor blogg!!!! ::hugs it:: I shall nurture you bak to health...as I told Mel! And now for a very scary yet strangely funny conversation I just had w/mel (which she is also putting on her blogg ()). "AnimeAngelAmi: haha....alan left his shirt yesterday (he was wearing 2 ()) and it smelled just like him ^____^ (his cologne) haha...I'm obsessed w/his cologne...smells so spiffy...so I wore his shirt last night as a night shirt ^___^ and I will tonite again ::sniffs the shirt:: ^^!!!! AnimeKirioshi: () AnimeKirioshi: ...amy...it's ok AnimeKirioshi: ....somewhere in my house is derek's swimsuit () AnimeAngelAmi: o.o() AnimeAngelAmi: argh! AnimeAngelAmi: I still need to get a swim suit... AnimeAngelAmi: () AnimeKirioshi: ...he left it last weekend...but I don't want to wear it to sleep () AnimeAngelAmi: XD AnimeAngelAmi: that would be scary... AnimeKirioshi: it smells like the lake () AnimeAngelAmi: i would be scared if it smelled like cologne ()() AnimeKirioshi: ::sweatdrops:: I would be too () AnimeKirioshi: ((haha...this is a funny conversation...I'm gonna put it in my blogg ())) AnimeAngelAmi: I agree XD ::has laughed many times::" Haha...funny funny...now that I have scared my fellow readers (if there are any) on w/my update...Well uh..in anime news...I got the entire (The) Slayers series! ^_^ ((not including the movies)) I've only watched the first 6 episodes though...(subbed and dubbed)...but I love the opening song!!! AH!! It is so spiffy...and although I've only seen the first few episodes...so far I think Zelgadis is my fav character but...I dunno, considering it hasn't really introduced all the characters yet..so yeah. He's really spiffy...he kinda reminds me of Hiei..kinda sorta...but anyway, he's 1/3 human 1/3 golem and 1/3 demon. He thinks he's a hideous monster...but I think he looks cool. He started out evil but I think he's gunna be a good guy...considering he's on the cover of all the boxed sets...guess we'll just see how he develops (character wise not physically ()()()()) Lina (the main character) is kinda cool too, but hey, I always seem to like the main characters ()()() Her English voice kinda gets on ur nerves at times though. Weeeeell, that's about all I guess...I can't wait to go to bed so I can get into Alan's shirt! And sniff it....^___^ (ZELGADIS)

Ugh, yet another crisis is at hand. Ok...well...Alan has always teased me about liking Xavier and stuff then afterwards I would get pissed off and either hit him or something else. But damn, it's hard to tell with Alan, he says one the one minute, and something the complete opposite the next. He always said he was only joking and knew that I didn't like Xavier. But, today he has revealed that he is jealous of him. The first thing he said was something like "I don't ever want you to see or talk to Xavier again." And I'm like "o.O what the heck, why?" He thinks I like Xavier and I'd rather be with him. Although, I've only told Alan a million times that I don't feel that way about Xavier, he is a friend and nothing more. I love Alan with all my heart, why can't he realize that??? Well...anyway...I had a really frightening dream last night! I dreamed that Ms. Graves like sexually molested me. I was so frekin terrified when I woke up. Why the hell do I keep having scary dreams??? I mean Monday I had that extremely frightening ass monkey dream. o_O() I found out today that I can't opt out of science this semester. ::crys:: WHY GOD WHY!??!?!?!??!...*sigh*..oh well...I have a gay 92...but an A in every other class...but every other exam is gunna be hella easy...waaaahhhh...I don't know what I'm gunna opt out of yet..I'll see what I have the lowest grade in I guess. But anyway...I get to go to the mall of America this weekend! My mom promised me back in the summer that we would go (in the summer) to the mall of America but she never took me! So now...almost a year later XD...she's gunna take me! Woohoo! Fun fun fun ^__^ And I get to go to a baseball game while I'm there. I wonder how many stores are in the mall of America? I learned about it back in like 7th grade I think, but I don't rememember. And I got lots of money to spend too...mwahhahahahaha. Well, that's about it, I gotta go shorten my weather broadcast....and yeah...ONLY 5 1/2 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!

......ok....last night was very frightening. It was an hour or two after I wrote the entry b4 this that it happened. I'm supposed to take my pills at the same time everyday, and I think I take them around 7:00-7:30 so when I got home I spazzed cuz it was like 7:50 or some so I quickly took both my pills. I had popcorn at the beginning of spiderman but, that's about it. So, like I said, I was fine for an hour or two...I of course, was online all the while. When my dad asked me if I wanted to go see the Scorpion King with him I said I didn't want to becuz I had just seen spiderman plus I was kinda dizzy. I didn't think much of this becuz I had been dizzy b4 when I took it. But, the dizzyness didn't turn into drowseyness like I planned it too. It turned into major major freakyness that majorly scared me. The first thing I noticed was my neck was kinda weak and it was hard to hold up my head. And after a while I started looking around my room and stuff would be blurry and out of focus but then a few seconds later it would finally focus. So I though...uhm...that's not good...so Alan told me to go get food (I was talking to him on AIM) so I did....I just took the whole box of Kudos and came back here. I was having trouble balancing and I was still extremely dizzy. So I came back downstairs and ate like 4 or 5 bars (() yes I know pig). But that didn't do anything. So, I decided I was gunna try and walk again but as soon as I stood up...*THUD*...I fell down. I couldn't hold myself up, my legs wouldn't work. My arms still worked thankfully, so I dragged myself over to the phone, and when I finally picked it up the phone rang, and it was Alan. He said he was coming over so I hung up the phone and figured I had about 10 minutes to try to get up the stairs, cuz I figured the door would be locked. I was holding onto my lil shelf thing on the wall so I was kinda standing, I tried to walk one step and...*BAM*...I fell again. Now I was still extremely dizzy and although I didn't feel weak my muscles didn't work with the relative ease that they usually do. I could move my legs a little bit but my arms probably did most of the work. I fell down almost every step (I was crawling though) I took, especially when I got to my stairs. That was definatly not fun, I got carpet burns on both my knees. So when I got up I looked at my door and saw the lights were on but I couldn't tell if the door was locked or not becuz it was pitch black in our house. So I slowly crawled over to my den and attempted to get up. It didn't really work and after a few tries I'd decided just to lay on my side and wait for Alan to get here. Not even a minute after I layed down he busted in the door and b4 I knew it I was up (With the help of him obviously). Or wait...did he carry me? Might have...anyway...He sat me down on a stool in the kitchen and made me some ramen which I barely touched. He called my dad after a while so we went back into the den to wait for him on my couch. So my dad came home a while later and made me take a cold shower. ARGH! That really sucked, I was curled up in a lil ball trying to not cry out. And after a while I turned around so my front could be hit with cold water but I kinda fell again, and obviously it made a loud noise cuz my dad came in and asked me if I was alright. After that Alan left...and my dad made me go outside and walk, and all the while I was shivering. Then he made me go to the movies with him to pick up mikey but I fell asleep and he made me walk again and again it seemed like. When we got home I went to bed, I'm pretty sure anyway. It's kinda hard to remember some of the things that took place last night. I mean, the whole time I felt like I was dreaming. I know it was real...but....it just....didn't FEEL real...it felt like a dream...surreal I think I said...I think I even asked Alan a few times if I was dreaming, which obviously I wasn't. I also remember him saying I looked like I was drunk so this morning I looked up the symptoms of being drunk and this was what I found: "But intoxication interferes with the CNS ability to analyse sensory information resulting in the typical symptoms of being drunk such as disturbed balance, slurred speech, blurred vision, heavy sweating and the dulling of our sensation of pain, which is why alcohol in the past was used as an anaesthetic." Although I did have a few of those symptons I did not have all of them...I did have disturbed balance, I did have blurred vision, and my sensation of pain was definatly dulled...it took me a few seconds after I hurt my ankle to say "ow..." oh yeah, and my eyes were dialated, or so my dad said. Well...atleast I'll have an interesting story to tell on Monday.

Yay! I just got back from the movies! (Which I haven't been to in forever) I just saw Spider-Man....it was such a cool movie!!!! ^______^ SPIFFYNESS!! Oh my gosh! I love the theme song!!! It's Hero...and I just found out it's by Chad Kroeger (who is the lead singer of Nickelback!) Tiz so spiffy...now I want the soundtrack () Oh!!!! And MJ's (Mary Jane) Japanese dress is sooooooooooooooo frekin spiffy!!! ARGH I WANT IT!!!!! WHERE THE HELL DID SHE GET IT!!?!?!?!?! Oh man....if u can...go see that movie, it is REALLY good. The bad guy is really frightening I about screamed 3 times during the course of the movie cuz of him () The movie is 2 hours long, doesn't really seem like it though ^_^ (yes...I enjoy when movies don't seem long) Ok...now that I have talked about the american movie that I know love...I will spaz about my japanese show that I love!!! Oh my gosh!!! I just finished the second (out of 3) Card Captor Sakura season!!!! Oh my gosh!!! The last few episodes had me on the edge of my seat!!! I SOOOOOOOOO WANTED TO KNOW WHAT WAS GUNNA HAPPEN!!! OH MAN!!! I LOVED IT!!! SO SPIFFY!!! I think so far my favorite season is the 2nd. ^_^ I can only hope that it gets better! Oh man...the last episode was sad though, but it got better! I wasn't really in the crying mood...but if I was...I definatly woulda cried...oh man no...ack, don't wanna give it away unless some other anime freaks wanna find out for themselves! ^_^ Which I of course highly recommend. (If your a girl..guys probably wouldn't really like this anime, well, depending on who they are I suppose) So in school news...I did my gay speech today...and I talked forever and ever...yeah I felt retarted. Ah well, I hope I get an A even though it took me forever to describe the plot. And I hate gay geometry! I don't get it!!!! And I have a science test on...Tuesday! Oh well...tomorrow is my dad's b-day...I think he's either gunna be 45 or 46...I kinda forgot () My mom is out of town..and basically this week has sucked beyond belief. But, I'm over it, becuz of Alan, my friends, Spider-Man (the movie not the actual dude ()()()), and of course, Card Captor Sakura! Yes...as long as I got friends, anime, good movies, and good music...I'm good. ^_^ (9 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL!!!!!!)

Heya! I have not updated in forever! So I decided, I should. Anyway tomorrow is the last day of our "Spring Fling" or whatever and I am actually gunna dress up. *GASP* Does Ami-chan really have school spirit?...naaaaah...well, it's supposed to be hot tomorrow! ^_^ A high of 71 and a low of 49! WOOOHOO!!! So yeah...I know what I'm gunna wear tomorrow, my white spaghetti strap tank top with my blue hawaiin-ish shirt over it and of course...shorts! And u know what's even cooler? I'm gunna get laid tomorrow! XD...ok...not laid...more like "leid"...but hey...it sounds cooler than it looks! XD...I already have like 3 leis; 1 purple and 2 pink, but mine are kinda crappy so I'll probably bring money to buy a new one (or 2?) depends on how spiffy they are I suppose. I mean, if they are like mine that I already have then hell no I don't want another one. Well...unfortunately I have to do my gay book report speech tomorrow. MINE IS SO FREKIN LONG! I'm gunna feel retarted standed there talking for years and years...I hope she doesn't have to cut me off like she did with Beth...speaking of which...she better not laugh at me while I'm doing my speech! Cuz I know I'm gunna bounce...() It's a habbit! And I don't even realize I'm doing it either, I just kinda...do. Oh yeah...and I ate cookies today in study hall so I didn't eat my lunch which means I don't have to pack it in the morning...but now my drink is gunna be hot so I guess I'll have to bring money for a "pop" (ack, I'm turning northern ()) and for my leis. TGIF tomorrow, this week has been so frekin loooooooooooong. Man, you wouldn't believe how many fights I've had with Alan this week, well, perhaps it's not the quantity but the quality of the fights. Yeah...well, it's his own fault that I got pissed off at him. I mean, he never does his geometry when I, HIS G/F, tell him too, and when I, HIS G/F, try to help him he complains nonstop and never ever shuts up! But...when other people help him...he listens! And actually tries! What the hell??? Yeah, I should tell him this, and I was going to many times (or have I already?) but I'm always too pissed off when I think of it. OI!!!! And I still gotta do my geometry h/w for today and I am so fucking confused it is not even funny!!!!!!!!!!! *Deep breathe*....I'm ok...really...I think I'll listen to some Darren Hayes to calm my nerves ^_^. Man, it's kinda weird that my favorite songs on that cd have to do with relationships that are messed up/confusing/piss you off! And of course the other one has to do with being dirty....XD Man I love that song...ehehehe...yeah...well I'm off, nothing more to say...nothing more to do...does anyone read this stuff???? ()

It was hot...but now it's cooling off!!!! >.< WAH!!!! I like wearing shorts...oh well...man I got so many frekin doctor crap it's not even funny! My braces are gay and hate me and the people at the orthodontist place probably hate me as well! I have to go bak there cuz my same fucking bracket broke off. And one of the bakas forgot to shut the lil door thingy on my bracket! Argh...some people!!!! I also have to go to the dermatologist on friday right after school. At 3:30. And god knows when I'm gunna go to the doctor about my other problems...who knows, sometime this month hopefully. Well, I was barely online yesterday and therefore I couldn't update. I was writing my gay speech on school violence. I'm going 5th on Friday! Tee hee! Fun...*cough* anyway, I have to memorize the introduction, which is what I'll attempt to do today, and then I'll practice tomorrow. AH! But in better news...Britt's future home is very close to my grandparent's house!!!!! Soooo...guess who's coming to dinner???? ^^()()() Oh man...spiffyness...ONLY 21 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT!!!! WOOOHOOO!!! ::celebrates:: Thank god! English is starting to really piss me off, well...so is gym...and science...so yeah...thank god () Then I gotta go bak to school...to take drivers ed >) I'm very afraid...I cannot drive worth shit...but I will do my best!!! AHAHAHA!!!! Fart...all of my bishojo links are lil stupid "x" boxes!!! >.< crap...oh well...but they are making my pretty blog look scary...things to ponder: How come a person with blonde hair and a person with black hair have a daughter with pink hair??? (SAILOR MOON...)

Damn....I have not updated in a loooooooong time! Sorry ^^(). Not that anyone reads this anyway...*ahem*. Man, now that I actually have time and I am some-what motivated I need to clean up this site! I have a lot of things I need to do...more cute picture thingys..links...guestbook, counter...and yeah, other stuff I happen to find ^_^. Well, today was pretty weird, I was just in a bitch mood I guess. Me and Alan kept fighting () And no it is not PMS! I am sure of that...unfortunatly *Sigh*...well, lucky for me I get to go to the doctor soon...which I am actually very afraid of! *Cringe*...I've heard very scary things about the gyneocologist. Well, on a lighter note...my anniversary with Alan is next Saturday! ^_^ 6 months!!!! In school news...my gay speech is due this week...and we're picking drawing order tomorrow! () Gosh I hope I don't go on Wednesday! >.< Other than English (and the extremely god awful subject...Science) I am doing very well...and enjoying school ^.^ Although, Gym is still baka...but I just stand there so it's no biggy ^_^ Hey, as long as Cori and/or Xavier is on my team I could care less! Today we played soccer..and it was really frekin hot!!!! But hey, atleast both Xavier and Cori were on my team. Man, I gotta try on some of my shorts later to see if any of them still fit..()

Hey Hey Hey, and welcome to the interesting world of 'Alan's Angel' aka Ami! Well...I will admit I am majorly copping my buddies Maji and Kirioshi...but hey...they looked like they were having so much fun that I thought, what the hay. Besides, I'm constantly bored, and with an online journal type thing such as this I will have stuff to do!!! YAY!!! As you may notice my page does not have a name quite yet...() but, I wanna think of something spiffy so I will think deeply about it. Ok...now time for my entry! Well, today was basically, REALLY FREKIN BORING!!! I wanted to scream! That stupid kid known as "Mike Whorlie" (aka 'butt' monkey...I gave up cussing for lent if that gives u a clue..) spent the night last night. Today felt like it was a year long, but luckily Alan called me at like 3 something. So, he came over and we played monopoly..cuz my gay tv like died, but it's alive now. What I don't understand is how u can finish a game of monopoly without playing it for more than 12 hours! But it's ok, well, I am so very glad Alan came over or else I might have died of boredom, and if that is even possible I can tell you I've come close to that happening many times...what does that tell you about my life?! Anyway...he had to leave early today, he had to be home by 7:30. OH! And guess what I did?!! I have no idea what possessed me to do this...but I have waaaaaaaaaaaaay too much money...(I have nearly 400 bux) so...I bought...the entire Cardcaptor Sakura series and both of the movies!!! AHAHAHA! Yes...I haven't bought anything in many months...and I fear I may be slipping away from my beloved obssesion known as anime. So, this should be the cure ^_^. There are 70 episodes so that should keep me busy for a while! But since I did get it offa ebay (and the seller lives in Hong Kong..) I probably won't get it for a while. Mmmkay...well, I think I have chatted endlessly long enough sooooooo, I'll letcha go! I have become obsessed with that phrase...'mmmkay'... Word of the moment: mmmkay Quote of the day: "Good evening, I'm Rock Hard."~Grep Proops of 'Who's line is it anyway?'